Spaced out

Four years ago I started blogging on myspace about my life in London, this lasted for the first year or so that I was living over there and here we are four years later and I am back living at home in Santa Barbara.

I've been home for about a month and just been trying to settle into living not only back home with Mom but back in the U.S. after and incredible run over in the U.K. My years there were great, filled with good things and bad things but no matter what a great adventure and life experience.

I've been feeling really spaced out since being home, not sure how I feel about being here. Happy to see everyone and be close to family and friends but also an overwhelming sense that it's not totally where I belong. I know there's a certain period of adjustment especially because life here is so different from life in London but I keep thinking I just need to go back across the pond that that's where my future is even though career wise it is tough over there.

I start a new job next week and maybe that will help me settle in more, I'm going to give it a few months before I decide what I'm going to do about London. I'm not even sure if I can legally get back over there but if I'm feeling like this in a few months I'm going to do everything I can to make it happen.

Over the next few months I'm going to blog about my time in London/U.K., I think writing about it would be great for not only remembering all the great things that came from moving over there but also to help me in deciding where I wanna be in the future.